Biyernes, Pebrero 14, 2014

THE HARDEST BUT GREATEST YEAR OF MY LIFE

It is well known that being a teenager is difficult, and being a teenager in high school is even more challenging. But when people start high school, they’re usually so excited. They can’t wait to experience everything that comes with being in high school, I mean who wouldn't? Everyone says that high school is the best four years of your life. Now that I’m a year away from graduating, I can say that my third year in Cavite National Science High School is the best and my most educational year so far. When I say educational, I mean I've learned so much about life especially in our English class. I didn't only learn about grammar and vocabulary but I also learned what the words family, love, friendship, and life meant. 

I can honestly say that I never liked the English subject before because I didn't have good writing skills. I prefer to have oral rather than writing activities but after this year, I realized that it is actually the best subject. This is because all the activities that we did this year were very unique and unexpected. Yes, some of the activities were hard but they were all worth it because we always learn something from the things we do.

Some of the most memorable activities I experienced were the blogs, word game, jazz chant, and of course, the conventional speech choir. I only used blogs once during our first year in CNSHS but I wasn't able to use it that much. When I heard that our informal theme will be in the form of a blog, I felt very excited because it means that I will be able to broaden my knowledge about it and it was actually very entertaining. The word game on the other hand, was both stressful and fun. I was able to familiarize myself with words and I even used deep words that I didn't understand (I wasn't even sure if they were actually words). The jazz chant was one of the best! Who knew that repeating words, such as ruler, eraser, chair, can result to an amazing performance? But the one that I will never forget is the conventional speech choir. It was the hardest out of all the activities that we did because none of had any idea about it. There were so many issues involved and to make it even more stressful, we had to make our performance good so that we have a chance to get 25 points from our exam. We were all so motivated at first but then, some people started to not take it seriously while some took it so seriously that too many ideas clashed. It caused a lot of problems and we almost gave up but those events were actually the things we needed to push through this wall and achieve something even better. It was friendship and understanding.

There were many times that our personalities clashed but it made our bond stronger. We were able to prove that we can bring out our fullest potential in order to create an excellent result. We were also able to show that we can achieve anything if we all worked together. Yes it was hard but it was all worth it in the end. 

The best part of this class was the values that we learned from our teacher. For the first time in my life, I was able to meet a teacher that can understand my thoughts and my feelings. She can read us by just observing even the smallest actions that we do. And because of that, she was able to help me with my problems and she was able to help me show everyone what I can do and that I can achieve anything if I put my mind into it. 

One of the things I liked the most was the letters. THANK YOU... I’M SORRY... I LOVE YOU... Using only these words, we were able to convey our feelings to the people who are special to us and we were able to say the things that we weren't able to say before. I also liked reading the selections in our book. I especially love it when our teacher relates her own experiences to the lesson and when she asks us very hard questions. Who is your hero? What is forgiveness? What is love? What are your regrets? What makes you special? Who would you give up? These are just simple questions but the answers to each of them can’t be found in a book or in the internet. It can only be found inside your heart.

After this year, I realized that the English subject is more than just grammar and vocabulary. It is also about knowing who you really are. I am very happy that I was able to experience this class because it helped me with a lot of things. I improved myself in my studies, I discovered the talents that I have within me and I understood the meaning of love and friendship. No matter how small they are, these lessons and experiences are the things I will use as I face the obstacles of this journey we call life.


Biyernes, Pebrero 7, 2014

I'M SORRY

Blk. 18 Lot 2 Saint Joseph Homes
Inocencio, Trece Martires City
February 6, 2014



Dear Enchong,

                I wanted to apologize for what I have done to you when we were still little. I spoke a lot of words without thinking and didn’t take your feelings into consideration. I also did a lot of things that a sister shouldn’t do to her younger brother. There’s no arguing that the things I did was awful, and I want to make sure you know that I recognize that and feel horrible about it.

When I was 7 years old, I always felt lonely because I was the only child in our family but when our parents told me that I will have a younger brother, I was filled with joy. I was so excited to meet you and I even prepared a list of cute names for you. Time passed by and you were born. It was very fun at first but then it started to feel like everybody doesn’t care about me anymore. They would only talk about you and it was like I was completely invisible. I felt very jealous at that time and because of that, I started to tease you about everything you did and I would always contradict the compliments they give you. When you were starting school, I started to make you do my chores and I would always take everybody’s attention away from you. I thought what I was doing was right but then I started to understand that the things I did to you were actually wrong. I acted like a child and instead of being the role model you wanted me to be, I became the villain of your life. I felt very bad about the things I did. I know I can’t change the past but I will definitely make sure that I will make up to everything that I did to you in the present time.

There are plenty of other good things I should have done, but didn't.  I spoke to you about it but you said that it wasn't a big deal but I understand just how strongly my words and actions affected you.  I can promise you with all my heart that I will never do any of these things to you again and I hope that I can build up your trust in me again. I want you to feel confident that I will be a good sister to you. I won’t say a word in the future without really thinking it over first and keeping your best interests and feelings in mind. I will never take out my anger on you and whenever we fight, I will always remember that we are siblings and as siblings, we should always be there for each other in good times and in bad.

We’ve been through a lot together, and I want to continue sharing my life and experiences with you. My actions were completely inappropriate—a huge lapse in judgment on my part—and for that I extend to you my sincerest of apologies. No matter what obstacles we face, I always want you to remember that I love you and I’ll try my best to be the best sister a sibling could ever have.

Your loving sister,

Bianca